Staring at the handphone screen,
wondering why there isn't any message.
My heart getting more and more weak,
more and more tired,
each time when I found myself staring into a blank screen.
My mind start to wonder~
What are you doing now?
Chatting? Playing games?
Serious with your work?
No. No answer.
Sad. Disappointed.
Why must you let me wait?
When I always think that you are the party that love me more than I love you.
When I always agreed that the party will miss the other more. That party will definitely, willingly do more things, more sacrifies than the other. That party will call or message the other more. But why hasn't any thing appear on my screen? Why? Probably, perhaps, maybe, that is only my way of thinking. One-sided thinking. Ended up it seems like I'm that party who is thinking, missing that the other party. Possible, probably, perhaps, or maybe.
Didn't that suppose to be love? Love that need sacrifies?
Because I always thought~
But everything I thought, proved me wrong.
My heart began to break, turn weak~
As a result of increasing the number of droplets from my eyes. More and more often. I don't know why~ I have alot of words to say to him. But the moment I faced him, I'm speechless. So, I only can write, to express my feelings.
-I miss you-

posted @ 3:00 PM
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