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Staring at the handphone screen,
wondering why there isn't any message.
My heart getting more and more weak,
more and more tired,
each time when I found myself staring into a blank screen.
My mind start to wonder~
What are you doing now?
Chatting? Playing games?
Serious with your work?
No. No answer.
Sad. Disappointed.
Why must you let me wait?
When I always think that you are the party that love me more than I love you.
When I always agreed that the party will miss the other more. That party will definitely, willingly do more things, more sacrifies than the other. That party will call or message the other more. But why hasn't any thing appear on my screen? Why? Probably, perhaps, maybe, that is only my way of thinking. One-sided thinking. Ended up it seems like I'm that party who is thinking, missing that the other party. Possible, probably, perhaps, or maybe.
Didn't that suppose to be love? Love that need sacrifies?
Because I always thought~
But everything I thought, proved me wrong.
My heart began to break, turn weak~
As a result of increasing the number of droplets from my eyes. More and more often. I don't know why~ I have alot of words to say to him. But the moment I faced him, I'm speechless. So, I only can write, to express my feelings.
-I miss you-
posted @ 3:00 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
Today was the don't know "how many" th times of meetings we had since 911. Everytime we meet, will encountered different kind of feelings, different joy, different things happened, different different and different.
As usual, I meet him at Tampines control station after work. In fact, I wanted to meet him because - I miss him. Yes, alot alot. I miss his smile, his hug, his kiss and everything. I don't know why I felt too indifferent when I was with him. I could behave just like a ten years old kid, compared to what I usually behave when I'm in school, office or at home.
He was waiting for me at NCS bus stop because I stayed in the office to wait for him. Because boss asked me to zap 2 large files for her. Because of that it hold me back. Luckily I've got Pat to help me reduced my work. I should thank her as so because I could meet my dear dear faster.
He handed my a packet of Bamboo SaltCoffee. I was so surprised, didn't expect that there are really such coffee exist! Keke~ He told me it cost him 80 cents. I kept it and give him a kiss. Is it salty? I was wondering how it taste like because I can't bear to drink it.
After dinner, we took a bus back to seng kang. In the bus, he told me he had learnt how to fold a tortise origami. I leanrt that from JL brfore but I forgot how to make one. He tore the pierce of bus ticlet into a square and carefully, concentrating hard as the bus was shaking while moving. I was keen to learn at first. So as he fold, I disturbed him, the more he fold, the more I disturb. Heez. As we walked to the interchange, I followed his foot steps, trying hard to match his pace paterns. Left, right, left, right. Suddenly feels that the whole world only left the two of us. Our happy moments~ I hoped this momoent of happiness never ends. Never. I love you dear.
posted @ 2:26 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Hearing the sound of you,
I desire your beautiful soothing voice.
Smelling the smell of you,
I desire your sweet smelling hair.
Kissing the lips of you,
I desire the bitter - sweet taste on your lips.
Thinking the thought of you,
I desire to see your delicate smile.
Hugging the body of you,
I desire your warm, mebracive touch.
I desire to be the one you love and cherish,
For my love for you is more than stars in the sky.
posted @ 4:24 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
stupid dearly, dun scold mi here hor! haha... but just to say I love the dinner last nite. Hope we can have this type of dinner when we have any celebration. (^-^) But remember to bring money lo! So malu yesterday..
posted @ 1:00 PM
Darling.. u say wanna book 2 hrs after ur fo tang one lo.. but end up u nv argh~!!! so sad.. make me excited the whole nite for nothing.. =(
posted @ 11:24 AM